Could I be more homosexual when I am around you? I think not.
I have been day-dreaming about domestic fantasies all week. Not all week, but when my thoughts wander, they end up at your imaginary door, where you imaginary live, and where I sometimes imaginary stay with you over night and we have beautiful sexual make-out montages to "Free" by the Martinis. We eat dinner and watch movies, and drink wine. And then it gets nasty, or, on the contrary, not nasty at all, in fact, it get's sweet and cute, like little kittens with the same color fur curled up, where you don't know where one ends and the other begins.
I have been day dreaming those day dreams about a girl. And maybe I shouldn't day dream those things with such a fine and wonderful upstanding man in my life, but fuckit. I am HORMONAL-no, crazed. It's chemical, and this crush must be some kind of reaction.
I haven't liked a girl in a long time, probably not since I was 16. Oh man. I forgot what it felt like to feel so gay. I have long considered myself Straight with exceptions, and you, lady, are an exception. I would accept you anytime. All night long.
Blah.
And it's not even just physical. I know that I am jonesin' for someone when I want to talk to them, a LOT. As in, I wish I had asked her for her number, so I could call her and tell her that if she wanted, we could go to the Aquarium for free, and we could walk and look at fishes and hold hands a little? Yeah? oh man.
I am so not going to publish this to the internet.
Turns out, I am. Please talk to me again sometime. I promise I'll be cool.
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Bookstore - "The Aquarium Song" (lyrics by Jon K.):
" I had a crush on this girl for a long time & it was a long time till we got to hang out, she had a boyfriend, & I had a feeling it wouldn't work. It was the summer & my van was breakin down I got fired from Fortune & we were recording & joey likes lauren, oh really, well I'm happy it's happening to you.
own that feeling and let it go, you shrug and I'm stuck and this sucks. time is wasted. meet someone have fun fall in love break up feel that death & then do it again till you're doing alright. are you goin' to the party tonight? oh would you like to go? all the girls I know don't have time for this girl- and boyfriend shit. what am I missin, a hug and a kiss, living with loneliness. I wanna be close to you, next to anyone, would you please be in my life for a second? and if it all ends tonight, at least I'll be havin' a good time. do you think it's worth it? if I'll call you? and if you don't, I'll understand.
Would you like to come to the aquarium with me? I'll pay for your admission. & I don't care, I just want to share the day with you, if you're sensitive to this kind of thing, if you don't mind just bein' kids. It won't be like the movies, 'cause they're fake. "
I'm so glad you did post this to the Internet. It's always nice to find others out there who know what it truly is to experience that fast and furious, punch-drunk rush that comes with discovering a special someone. Embrace that feeling and savor it as long as you can, as long as you're allowed. It might be crazy, but it's the good kind.
The best kind.
'As in, I wish I had asked her for her number, so I could call her and tell her that if she wanted, we could go to the Aquarium for free, and we could walk and look at fishes and hold hands a little? Yeah? oh man.'
That's too adorable not to copy and paste, with little apostrophes hugging it.
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