Monday, September 21, 2009

Me without make -up



I never like pictures of me like this, with all this chin, but I like this picture a lot.

That's all.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

One Down




When it heals, and isn't puffy, it will just look like a white cursive scar. I am pretty stoked.

I love it so much.

It says "nolite te bastardes carborundorum" which is dog latin for "don't let the bastard grind you down."

It's from my favorite book, The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood, it's the second Atwood-related tattoo I hate gotten.

<3

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

THIEF!

I am listening to music I stole.

I did not download it illegally off of the internet, but I recorded it without the knowledge of the musician.

It is beautiful, and I do not regret it for a single moment.

In other news:

I like girls.

I like girls as friends. I used to be one of those girls that "gets along with guys better" but I don't. I love being girly and hanging out with girls. I like having girl friends.

I miss Beek. She is a girl and my friend and we shop and are girls and I miss her and that so much when she is gone.

I could watch this video over and over and over and over.

and I am.

I LOVE IT

That girl is cute. I bet she likes pink nail polish.

Monday, September 7, 2009

Lists;

INK I WANT:

1. "Nolite te bastardes carborundorum." in white ink on my left inner forearm.

2. An octopus.

3. The rest of my literary half-sleeve

4. My Modern Times shoulder piece

5. YES!? on my inner lip.

PEOPLE I LIKE AND WISH I SPENT MORE TIME WITH:

1. Brian (he leaves soon)

2. Emma (already gone)

3. Paula (always texts me at the most inopportune times)

4. Tim (I think he thinks I don't like him)

5. Jessica Anne (she is awesome)

THINGS I AM THANKFUL FOR:

1. Nomads

2. The gifts given to me

3. My mom being home

4. My grandmother not needing major surgery

5. Neo-Futurism

THINGS I CARE ABOUT BUT OFTEN TAKE FOR GRANTED:

1. My mom

2. My job

3. My friends

4. My room

5. My brain

THINGS I WILL MISS ONCE THEY'RE GONE:

1. My hair

2. Brian

3. My mom

4. Money

5. This glass of milk.

SONGS I LIKE RIGHT NOW:

1. Be Gentle With Me - Boy Least Likely To

2. Bookends - Simon and Garfunkel

3. Cecilia - Simon and Garfunkel

4. La La Love You - The Pixies

5. Skullcrusher Mountain - Jonathan Coulton

Saturday, September 5, 2009

A Heart Under My Heart

"Who gives his heart away too easily must have a heart
under his heart.
"
—James Richardson


After all kinds of trouble, silliness and sadness, I am finally recovering from the preposterous acts that took place in my absence.

I don't need another two-faced friend, I got rid of those a while ago, so should you find me in your presence again, have the decency to just leave me alone. It's a shame though, you seemed like such a nice girl, but you are just a faker, and I hope you find the courage to do what you need to do, and maybe then I will have a space in my life for you.

Whatever.

I did a lot of cleaning today, and probably in a little while, after The Sound of Music is over, I might drink the rest of the bottle of wine that John bought, and watch something else, and relax.

I work tomorrow at nine in the morning.

I will go to bed early. I am very happy and tired. I feel feisty and creative.

I meant to say, upon receiving a generous gift, "Thank you." but forgot, so, thank you.

Sleeping cats and soon to be sleeping me.

Goodnight.