Break Broke

I broke up with John.

I have loved him for almost 2 years. I know I'll always love him, always.

But everything about Spenser is worth holding on to. We are good together.

I didn't break up with John because Spenser is a sure thing.

Spenser is a tremendous risk, but I want to do it right this time.

I want to not worry about making someone feel like an other.

It may not have hit me yet, but I don't know if it will. Spenser makes all the jealousy I feel about John and anyone, just stop existing.

Thinking about holding Spenser's hand chases past insecurity away.

I'll always love John, I know I will.

Spenser is good, though. Very good.

everything is different than it was before

some things change by force

some things just happen

then they are the catalyst for a very new and important change

some people are different than other people

dear is dear, the world over.

5 minutes 5 facts

1. I love King of the Hill.

2. Taylor Swift is awesome.

3. Sleep is healthy and restorative.

4. Yellow flowers are beautiful.

5. Feelings don't always make sense.

miss miss

I miss everything. I miss my eyelids. I am going to wear glasses tomorrow.

I miss the quiet king size 14 hours of sleep bed.

I miss cheese tortellini with pesto and fancy parmesan and warm bread over doctor who.

There is literally, nothing I miss more than you, right now.

I'll be okay. Soon.

I need some serious sleep.

I'm sorry.

The Sad Truth

There is no dignified way to eat crispy chicken tacos from chipotle.

No way at all.

I Want to be the Girl with the Most Cake

I love him so much it just turns to hate.

I fake it so real I am beyond fake.

Some day you will ache like I ache.

Some day you will ache like I ache.

Some day you will ache like I ache.



Ohhhh, I get it now, the way we are prioritized out of the schedule.

Some day, I will ache like you ache.

Yeah, I get it now.

bloggity blog

spicy food = weird dreams

small mountain resorts. you were there, and you, and you, and you. and you kept trying to hang yourself.

Oh, hey emotions

How old are you, like 13?

C'mon, man up.

...I hate everything.

It's like walking into a brick wall

Big Spender

2 one-piece rompers
1 skirt
2 dresses
1 pair of shoelaces
2 necklaces
14 pairs of socks
1 shirt
1 cardigan
1 label-maker
1 yellow sweatshirt
1 dinner for you and me