Break Broke

I broke up with John.

I have loved him for almost 2 years. I know I'll always love him, always.

But everything about Spenser is worth holding on to. We are good together.

I didn't break up with John because Spenser is a sure thing.

Spenser is a tremendous risk, but I want to do it right this time.

I want to not worry about making someone feel like an other.

It may not have hit me yet, but I don't know if it will. Spenser makes all the jealousy I feel about John and anyone, just stop existing.

Thinking about holding Spenser's hand chases past insecurity away.

I'll always love John, I know I will.

Spenser is good, though. Very good.